The Ironic similarities of my life through Hamlet's soliloqy

To love or not to love- that is the question:

Whether ‘tis easier to open up to the heart

And allow these lips to touch yours

Or to stay away from pain, sorrow

And deceptions. And, by refusing

You, save the last pieces of my heart.

To kiss, to stop our bodies from being together—

No more—and by kissing to say we fall in love,

We fall to the moon, the stars and those few

People that know about this Love- Tis a consummation

I wish to face.

To reject you, to stop the heart-

To stop, perchance list the dreams of the mind.

Ay, there’s the rub,

For in that mind lie insane desires.

Mind and heart colliding chaotic

In our secret place. To reject you

In exchange for your lack of affection.

Must give you pause. Food for thought.

There is the respect for Love, if you have any.

For who would sit here and wait for uncertainty,

For promises written over text. While I watch the girl

Of your past steal my place.

The disappointment of going through hell

To convince you love me.

The Fie to not be able to let go.

The tears you promise never let me drop.

Who shall I account this pain for?

For who deserves the sorrow given,

The stress put through,

The selfishness of thy words,

The gossips discuss,

That makes this heart bleed sweat

Since blood has no more.

For who are these two hours of affection enough?

Thus thy sweet lips could make any

Sorrow disappear, and thus thy words

Promise a better future.

Is tentative to surrender to thy touch.

Of to which my heart beats slow

Allowing me to count the hours, days,

Left to go,

And only thy affection could rebirth the hope

And only moments of attention could bend back my decision to let go.

And lose the sense of reasoning just for thy Love.

~unwinding cable cars

Let her come to you.
If its something worth it
she will come back and fight
for it; if she gets lost in her way
back its because it was never meant to
happen and I rather you know the truth and end it as
early as possible than wait for a change that
might never come. Remember the truth hurts but it
keeps you off from being a fool.

Life lesson unheard

2 days and I already miss you.
I mean, it must be obvious
to the eyes of the world
that I need it you to be
my salvation. This change
was my last hope before
really giving up on my heart.

I always wonder why everytime
I found something special, a rock
would come in between and break it,
as if I didn't deserve it.

Whether you meant it or
whether it's over, I'm in pain again.
My heart is already bleeding sweat;
Yes, sweat. Because I have no blood left.

Perhaps life is trying to show
me something and I'm too busy gazing
at my wound to notice.
I wish I could be able to control
the bleeding for a little while
so that I can concentrate in the lesson
that life is trying to teach me.