the song you needed

oh man, hi.
Please hear me out while I unfold, just bear with me in this stroll.
How long has it been? 
years or centuries? 
I've watched you from afar
and I gotta say its been extremely painful
while also magical.
Dear, how much damage have you let in,
how much darkness have you embraced.
You finally let yourself fall...
hard, and it's been an endless fall since, 
hasn't it?
I can barely recognize this place, 

you have upgraded even the way you stare 

at these, 

the blank pages you used to call home. 

I have questioned if letting you go was truly the song you needed to purify your soul. And today, I praise you for not giving up. 

For never following through with the pills and the car rides. Through the infinite tears shed and broken pieces of your soul floating in space, you have levitated.

I stand proud of you for finding your own way.
For giving in to erasing who you were and reconstructing who you are meant to be. 
Who you have always wanted to be. 

f  r  e  e

As you move forward in your resurrection, know that while our spirits may never share the same space anymore 
-or perhaps as often as before-  
Despite your celibacy of darkness, 
I will forever welcome your hand, 
your rawness, 
your intimacy.

your imperfections. 

If you are ever curious of where I am,
Seek silence and look within.  

I remain with you, forever.

you are the song I need.