P. 70

Esta noche no quiero dormir.
Esta noche no quiero estudiar,
hoy quiero hundirme en tus recuerdos
y de ellos despertar, este amor
que nunca muere. Este amor
que me hace sonar.

Tus besos cada dia se repiten en mi
memoria. Tus manos atravezando mi cintura,
el placer de sentir tu cuerpo, tu calor,
sobre mi pecho, dentro de mi.Tu voz
que hacia mi interior temblar.
El susurro de tus labios en mi oido,
bello placer. Unico placer, que solo
tu me sabias dar.

Y cuando despierto de ese transito
de recuerdos, vuelvo a ver aquella fotografia.
La unica viva de lo nuestro. Mi unica prueba de que este
amor no fue solo un sueno. Mi unica prueba de que
un dia si me amaste de verdad.

Sooner than later remix

You forgot to call me
on my birthday. I lied,
Your not the last thing on my mind.
There is something you can do to fix it.
Right now I just want you by my side.


When our love don't spark the same way that
it used to and you finally get a moment to
yourself. You'll realize I'm everything you're
missing. But your problem, you don't know how to express.


So can you do us a favor, can you pull it together
make it sooner than later life won't wait here for ever
and will realized we waited too long.
Let's make this official.


Cause you don't need no one else. And I don't
need no one else. Cause you don't need no one else. And I
don't need no one else. x2 (chorus)


We got this love connection can't explain it.
You need to hear what my heart is yelling out.
Wishing you could just step your game up.
Please, get it straight. I'm dying to try.


So can you do love a favor, can you pull it together
make it sooner than later. Life won't wait here for
ever and will realized we waited too long. Let's make this
official.


Cause you don't need no one else. And I don't
need no one else. Cause you don't need no one else. And I
don't need no one else. x2 (chorus)


We been on and off for a while. You're the one for me is plain
and simple. Please don't let time pass us by. Love is waiting.
Let's make our love official.

p.69

Last night I ceased

my thirst of you.

Last night, I felt

your warmth invade every

extreme cold stone

of me.

In one night

we made up to the hundreds of

lonely days I had spent without

you. And who would of ever thought,

that heaven was accessible

in less than 20.

As our bodies

laid together we found ourselves;

sharing same dreams,

sharing same fire,

sharing same Passion.

Beauty to the eyes of those watching.

We made love to the moon. With every touch

a new troth came alive. My hands,

driving up and down each curve of your body,

discovering in every corner, a new secret

of you.

The perfume of your skin

drove me to heaven and, in my

elevation I found myself

holding two worlds.

The hot weather of hell,

The passion from your moves,

The voice coming from your insides as I

left the gates of the infernal destination

of empty streets. A sleepless night.

Your heart

whispered my name,

begging for more of me,

of the pleasure that only I,

could give to your mistreated

soul.

I heard you say something

but my thirst for you was not over.

I searched for the place where

we would reunite. Where only you

and I could connect completely,

without nature's interference. I searched for

that sweet muscle that I had not yet

explored. The place that goes beyond your lips.

Where your words rest and your throat breaths.

Your tongue danced away as if scare to get lost

but did not hold too long because as me, she was also curious.

I had experienced everything in one night. From hell to heaven

I had felt every corner of you,thus far the biggest pleasure laid on your tongue.

And there was our pact of eternity, the ultimate connection missing from ourselves.

"no more." you whispered, as I rest my head between your chest and

fell asleep to the beautiful harmony of your beating heart. 

"no more." 



2011ntroduction

It's been -almost- three years since I created this blog.
This place has become my second* spiritual Home.
I visit a lot even when I don't constantly post because,
just being here brings me peace.

For this new year I want to start
posting songs which I have written,
or remix I have edited from other songs,
I also want to post more photos and poems in spanish.
-lately I have felt as if my spanish is becoming weaker
and weaker, y no me esta gustando eso!-

I am also thinking of having a translator link site
on the website for those who don't speak spanish so that
they may have an idea of what I am talking about in the poems.

I might not post for a while or I might. Right
now I want to do an overall review of my poems in order
to judge myself. I know I need to edit some. I have seen a
big grammar issue in a lot of them. You know, house keeping stuff.

So, I hope everyone is having a great head of start of the year.
2011 is going to be full of changes, constant changes so I am hoping
to be able to stay in task. I been a little out of the world lately
but I am trying to stay as tight to myself as possible. Thank You.

Sincerely,

The author.

The Ironic similarities of my life through Hamlet's soliloqy

To love or not to love- that is the question:

Whether ‘tis easier to open up to the heart

And allow these lips to touch yours

Or to stay away from pain, sorrow

And deceptions. And, by refusing

You, save the last pieces of my heart.

To kiss, to stop our bodies from being together—

No more—and by kissing to say we fall in love,

We fall to the moon, the stars and those few

People that know about this Love- Tis a consummation

I wish to face.

To reject you, to stop the heart-

To stop, perchance list the dreams of the mind.

Ay, there’s the rub,

For in that mind lie insane desires.

Mind and heart colliding chaotic

In our secret place. To reject you

In exchange for your lack of affection.

Must give you pause. Food for thought.

There is the respect for Love, if you have any.

For who would sit here and wait for uncertainty,

For promises written over text. While I watch the girl

Of your past steal my place.

The disappointment of going through hell

To convince you love me.

The Fie to not be able to let go.

The tears you promise never let me drop.

Who shall I account this pain for?

For who deserves the sorrow given,

The stress put through,

The selfishness of thy words,

The gossips discuss,

That makes this heart bleed sweat

Since blood has no more.

For who are these two hours of affection enough?

Thus thy sweet lips could make any

Sorrow disappear, and thus thy words

Promise a better future.

Is tentative to surrender to thy touch.

Of to which my heart beats slow

Allowing me to count the hours, days,

Left to go,

And only thy affection could rebirth the hope

And only moments of attention could bend back my decision to let go.

And lose the sense of reasoning just for thy Love.

~unwinding cable cars

Let her come to you.
If its something worth it
she will come back and fight
for it; if she gets lost in her way
back its because it was never meant to
happen and I rather you know the truth and end it as
early as possible than wait for a change that
might never come. Remember the truth hurts but it
keeps you off from being a fool.

Life lesson unheard

2 days and I already miss you.
I mean, it must be obvious
to the eyes of the world
that I need it you to be
my salvation. This change
was my last hope before
really giving up on my heart.

I always wonder why everytime
I found something special, a rock
would come in between and break it,
as if I didn't deserve it.

Whether you meant it or
whether it's over, I'm in pain again.
My heart is already bleeding sweat;
Yes, sweat. Because I have no blood left.

Perhaps life is trying to show
me something and I'm too busy gazing
at my wound to notice.
I wish I could be able to control
the bleeding for a little while
so that I can concentrate in the lesson
that life is trying to teach me.