I have become a monster.
That which do not feel
neither needs a heart.
Now that I have
unleash this side of me
I find unnecessary to go back
to who I used to be.
Friendships falling apart,
Wrong decisions,
Ugly sides of weaknesses.
And selfish love.
Watching pieces of who
I used to be float in the air
and not recognizing them.
Pretending to feel, when
all I have are empty holes.
"Im not the same!!"
screams my mind.
but who listens?
the sky, the dark inane
road of life that I have
selfishly twisted to feed
my thirsty hole. My dark,
empty hole.
I need a light.
I need my shine.
I need my spark.
I want to find myself
in the mirror, again.
I hope is not too late.
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