I have become a monster.
That which do not feel
neither needs a heart.
Now that I have
unleash this side of me
I find unnecessary to go back
to who I used to be.
Friendships falling apart,
Wrong decisions,
Ugly sides of weaknesses.
And selfish love.
Watching pieces of who
I used to be float in the air
and not recognizing them.
Pretending to feel, when
all I have are empty holes.
"Im not the same!!"
screams my mind.
but who listens?
the sky, the dark inane
road of life that I have
selfishly twisted to feed
my thirsty hole. My dark,
empty hole.
I need a light.
I need my shine.
I need my spark.
I want to find myself
in the mirror, again.
I hope is not too late.
Showing posts with label Wednesday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wednesday. Show all posts
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Meditating with the heart
Something you can't see
instead you feel.
There is nothing you can do to stop
the beat of your heart.
The sun rises and your eyes burn.
The fire it brings you,
when you hear his voice.
When your body shivers and your tongue roles,
dancing beneath your teeth.
Kiss him! Kiss him! That's what you feel.
Love is fire; Passion and sex.
A drop of poison
killing you,
driving you,
insane.
instead you feel.
There is nothing you can do to stop
the beat of your heart.
The sun rises and your eyes burn.
The fire it brings you,
when you hear his voice.
Isn't this love?
When your body shivers and your tongue roles,
dancing beneath your teeth.
Kiss him! Kiss him! That's what you feel.
Love is fire; Passion and sex.
A drop of poison
killing you,
driving you,
insane.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Sometimes /Complete/
Sometimes Love is not enough,
a kiss is just a kiss and life is full of doubts.
Sometimes the sky is not blue. A hug turns into bruces
and your heart becomes numb.
Sometimes your mind is your heart,
your reasons are never attached with what you really want.
Sometimes we let go of the wrong things. We forget to forgive
and suffer from envy.
Sometimes Love turns into pain,
Family into a place no near where you want to stay.
Sometimes we hate what we don't have,
we hurt who we love and mesmerize our surrounds.
Sometimes we enjoy vendetta.
is it right to love vendetta?
Did Jesus enjoy what happened to Judas?
Sometimes we wonder in vain, we try to push
our limits. Do we even have any?
Sometimes we do the wrong things,
without even admitting it. We're ashame of ourselves.
Wouldn't it be okay? To admit that you are ashame, to take the blame,
stand up for yourself and fix your mistakes?
If Adan and Eve survived their shame wouldn't we survive ours?
Sometimes we critizice what we don't understand.
Do we at least give it a chance to perhaps understand?.
Sometimes we react in silence.
We shut our souls and turn off our hearts.
are we scare of being denied?
Was Luther scare of segragation threat?
Sometimes we're scare of death but if you dont open yourself,
isn't that as being dead?
Sometimes we wonder about change.
Expecting somebody else,
to do everything first.
Can't you make the change yourself?
Sometimes we look for explanations for things such as Creation,
ruminate about the unexplainable yet believe in the
terraqueous.
Would you really be such hipocrate, ignorant,
to forget, ignore, refuse
the fact that JESUS: Who DIED and suffer for you,
him, she, we, us, me? is truly alive, in each and everyone of us.
Sometimes you think about me.
Sometimes I think about you.
Sometimes we think about our differences.
Aren't we all the same,
Aren't we all creation of one and only
GOD?
a kiss is just a kiss and life is full of doubts.
Sometimes the sky is not blue. A hug turns into bruces
and your heart becomes numb.
Sometimes your mind is your heart,
your reasons are never attached with what you really want.
Sometimes we let go of the wrong things. We forget to forgive
and suffer from envy.
Sometimes Love turns into pain,
Family into a place no near where you want to stay.
Sometimes we hate what we don't have,
we hurt who we love and mesmerize our surrounds.
Sometimes we enjoy vendetta.
is it right to love vendetta?
Did Jesus enjoy what happened to Judas?
Sometimes we wonder in vain, we try to push
our limits. Do we even have any?
Sometimes we do the wrong things,
without even admitting it. We're ashame of ourselves.
Wouldn't it be okay? To admit that you are ashame, to take the blame,
stand up for yourself and fix your mistakes?
If Adan and Eve survived their shame wouldn't we survive ours?
Sometimes we critizice what we don't understand.
Do we at least give it a chance to perhaps understand?.
Sometimes we react in silence.
We shut our souls and turn off our hearts.
are we scare of being denied?
Was Luther scare of segragation threat?
Sometimes we're scare of death but if you dont open yourself,
isn't that as being dead?
Sometimes we wonder about change.
Expecting somebody else,
to do everything first.
Can't you make the change yourself?
Sometimes we look for explanations for things such as Creation,
ruminate about the unexplainable yet believe in the
terraqueous.
Would you really be such hipocrate, ignorant,
to forget, ignore, refuse
the fact that JESUS: Who DIED and suffer for you,
him, she, we, us, me? is truly alive, in each and everyone of us.
Sometimes you think about me.
Sometimes I think about you.
Sometimes we think about our differences.
Aren't we all the same,
Aren't we all creation of one and only
GOD?
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Today I'm thankful.
Today I will start my day diferently.
Today I will be generous and think about others first.
Today I will thank the sky for always being there.
Today I will share whatever I have on my plate.
Today I will kiss my mother and tell her "I love you".
Today I will cry to Jesus "Holy is your name".
Today I will surprise my friends with a sweet kiss.
Today I will be thankful; thankful for everything I have.
Today I will be greatful because life have treat me fair.
Today I will enjoy hapiness and appreciate my surrounds.
Today I will be thankful for all the gifts I have.
Today I will thank you.
Today I will thank him.
Today I will thank her.
Today I will be thankful for the things I have.
Today I will appreciate the things that I didn't appreciate before.
Today I will bow my head and give my life to God.
Today I will show others the goodness instead of the badness.
Today I will be thankful.
Today I will be thankful.
"Happy Thanksgiving. I hope you know that, nothing in this world is for ever and so we have to be greatful for what we have today, because we might not have it tomorrow"
Today I will be generous and think about others first.
Today I will thank the sky for always being there.
Today I will share whatever I have on my plate.
Today I will kiss my mother and tell her "I love you".
Today I will cry to Jesus "Holy is your name".
Today I will surprise my friends with a sweet kiss.
Today I will be thankful; thankful for everything I have.
Today I will be greatful because life have treat me fair.
Today I will enjoy hapiness and appreciate my surrounds.
Today I will be thankful for all the gifts I have.
Today I will thank you.
Today I will thank him.
Today I will thank her.
Today I will be thankful for the things I have.
Today I will appreciate the things that I didn't appreciate before.
Today I will bow my head and give my life to God.
Today I will show others the goodness instead of the badness.
Today I will be thankful.
Today I will be thankful.
"Happy Thanksgiving. I hope you know that, nothing in this world is for ever and so we have to be greatful for what we have today, because we might not have it tomorrow"
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