Au Revoir to my Bonjour

What is France without Bonjour?

It's love without affection, it's a night

without the moon: empty and solitary of a soul.

It is a kiss never given or words never spoken and 

if so, there is no moment that can give back the real

Bonjour. 

France would then, no longer mean anything to the lovers 

neither to the dreamers or to the painters. It's no longer a 

description of what used to be happiness but rather empty actions of lust. 

France without Bonjour it's what I call you; 

with your attitude so carefree that makes me 

feel so weak, with your so called reality that reminds me 

of empty streets in Berlin. And your smile of a king....That gives it all away.

"Bonjour" I say to you but, there is no hello in a goodbye like this,

cause my France has been destroyed for lack of faith and

hope for this love. "Au Revoir France"

Words unspoken

Wisconsin boy, where are you going now?
you're departing from my life like a butterfly ready to fly.
I tried to stop you but it's too late now. My eyes are full
of tears but you are not to see me cry.

Wisconsin boy I love you more than I did yesterday.
I can't get off my head that beautiful smile of yours.
Although my mind eschew the feelings of my heart;
Deep inside you were and will always be a part of me.

Wisconsin boy don't forget about me now.
I know I never did anything to make you remember me.
But don't forget these sweet sad eyes of mines that
will always cry for thee.

     I love you desperately, unconditionally.
     Not only because of who you are but mostly
     because you are everything I'll never have.

Wisconsin boy goodbye now, may life separate you
from my sight but never from my heart.~

Learning to let go.

Today I realized how unperfect everything was.

Today I look up to the sky and ask, why the lies?
You promised you'll be there for me ALWAYS,
But people are people and sometimes we change our minds.

I thought what we had was greater than a simple love.
I thought we could be friends after all.
It's normal that my thoughts are turned into mush.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Who said I wanted this?
I Never wanted to see you hurt.
I hope you know this isn't easy for me.
Perhaps it isn't easy for any of us.

I could say I tried,
to keep whatever was left alive.
But somehow you managed to break us apart.
Today I believe, the ones we trusted the most WILL push us
far away.

So, I should say good-bye.
Time to let you go.
I never thought I could actually do so,
but today life have proved me wrong.

Different roads.
Different minds.
No time to cry.
Time to move on.
Good-bye.